Jackass of the week

Dear readers,

Tonight I am creating a new segment in which I will update weekly. This new segment will be called "Jackass of the week". Lately Ive been discussing tribal politics with my close friends and Ive decided to give this blog a more hardline message to further my political agenda. My friends and I have decided that being positive and watching from the background just dont cut it any more.
Ill appoint a new Jackass every thursday of every week. Now to qualify for the Jackass Of The Week award you need to be pretty fucking ignorant or down right stupid. Seeing as how its the start of the school year I felt it was best to give the first and foremost award to a very deserving group. It was a tough decision between Mr.Bill Lawerence of Press/ON and the Ikew Ikug group but the Ikwe group MUST win the award for being total jackasses.
The start of school officaly is tomorrow on 10/1/05 at 8 am central time. Now it just so happens that the Ikwe group just wanted to protest on this certain week when they could turn the most heads. They were protesting the idea of changing the schools entire cirriculum and wanted to not have school in the highschool for an entire year. I respect their right to protest as garunteed in the bill of rights...BUT WHAT THE FUCK!? School starts in 3 damn days and they want to call school off? Why did they wait till this week to start their protest? Shouldnt they have started their protests at the start of summer? Whats even more ludicris is Keith Lussier coming to a youth council meeting asking for our support. I still havent decided what his motive was for attempting to turn the youth council into an politikill endorsement. I respect Mr.Lussier greatly but I dont know what he was thinking in doing this. The protests by the Ikwe group(all 4 of them) is dividing the community and the youth with negativity with adding culture to the list of concerns. The list allready contains the following:

• Security Concerns
• Staffing Concerns
• Mental health concerns of students

Now,why not add a touch of culture to even further divide the students and staff of RLHS? Goodjob on becoming the first Jackasses Of The Week Ikwe group(all 4 of you).



(special thanks to TommyB and Cher for their insight)


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New Look

Hey again,


I decided to give the forum a new look,the old brown look was giving me deathspells.

hope ya like it






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Free Cartera!

First off id like to dedicate this post to the coolest person ever, Cartera Winter Hart/Graves.

Over the weekend cartera was arrested and wrongly imprisoned for false phony charges brought upon her by a false phoney tribal government and enforced by a false and corrupt tribal judicial system. I call on everyone to REJECT tribal law enforcement scare tactics and stand up for what is right. REJECT false imprisonment. and REJECT the curfew law that binds us to our homes at night with nothing more to do than consume illegal substances. This is not a case of juvinile delinquency,its a case of failure by the tribal government to assist us by giving us the resources nessicary to achive our full potential and give us stuff to do!.

Shame on Tribal Government!
Shame on the corrupt court system!
Shame on the law enforcement for making their own laws!

Free Cartera!


(cartera is on the left and Alyssa Roy is on the right)

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(this may not be republished without the authors consent)

I'm thinking about a brand new hope

Hey,

The date is 8/30/05 and the time is 11:09 pm central. Today I emailed a man by the name of Rajeev I met at a leadership confrence in the summer of '03. He was the key presenter on the last day of the 9 day confrence. At first I was a bit skeptical about the guy,seemed just like another average Joe, But as soon as he started speaking every doubt I had in my mind was wisked away. It was an awesome performance/keynote but the best thing I got out of it was trust before suspicion. I told myself thats how I was going to live. From 03' untill now I have followed that as close as I possibly could. What has this got me you ask? Friends,true friends. yeah sure there has been road bumps with people but thats okay though. Id like to share a peice Rajeev did a few years back,im not sure of the actual date its called "Wars Have No Winners"

Sleep my child… sleep…
I can’t ----
The American Dream Has Become A Nightmare.

They eat bombs for breakfast
International treaties for dinner

Threats accomplish their desires
They instruct others… don’t do what we do
or else
be prepared to suffer severe consequences…

Do you know who I am? Here’s a clue.

I can’t sleep
----false promises are digested in my stomach...
cancers incubate on the television screen
teleprompters dictate the future

In a couple of weeks they say,
"It's all over. We have claimed victory.
The enemy is no more——no more.
no more.”

We have found a cure…
DELETE ME, please
Keep your medicine

In just a few seconds...
get ready for an emergency action—
A surgical incision.
All users please abort quickly
The virus is spreading
To avoid infection
Simultaneously press the control escape delete key

But, why can't i sleep?
These video games are boring; i want the real thing...
my frustration is your pain….
BUT something is wrong….
The steering wheel is locked… the brakes have been cut…
i want to bring the troops home
and for that
....I AM EXPENDABLE....

I DO NOT EXIST----RESIST----EXIST-----RESIST----EXIST

DELETE ME------
I AM-----A WOMAN--------
I AM-----------A MAN_____….

Being killed because the evil dictator oppresses me….
i am being killed because you want to free me…
i am a casualty of being in the right place at the wrong time…

VACCINATE ME------
I AM-----A WOMAN--------I AM-----------A MAN….
NO, I AM COLLATORAL DAMAGE……

A CHILD
NEVER ALLOWED TO LEAVE THE MOMMY’S WOMB.

RELEASE ME

i can't place blame... there is no fault worth claiming.
Somewhere someone is crying and watching...
laughing and reading...
another loved one is lost,
and i thought,
that by expressing myself i could stop the pain.
i thought that by forwarding an email
i could exist again…

DELETE ME

i knew i had to burn my dissertation… life seemed irrelevant
i decided i would not pay my
STUDENT LOANS BACK TO THE GOVERNMENT.

i thought maybe if i wrote to all the people whom i may never see again, that then, well, maybe, that i could sleep. Just one night... let me sleep…..
give me again a purpose…..

A SANDBOX TO PLAY IN…
A DESERT WITHOUT LANDMINES OR INSINUATIONS

I AM A CHILD IN THE DESERT.
A SOLDIER IN THE SANDBOX.
AN EMPIRE WITHOUT DIRECTION

This is more than a bad dream.
This is my reality.
I'm tired.
The American Dream has become a Nightmare.

Where are all of the Americans who are fighting for me????

i don't even know who I'm killing.
I'm tired.
I've been stationed here 5 months.

I AM A DAD----I AM A MOM-----
I don't want to wait any longer--------
I want to throw down my gun, and not kill more people,
but if I disobey orders I will be put in prison...........…

i know,
I WILL DUCT TAPE MYSELF FREE

but
If I don't burn that oil well, then I will be made a prisoner----------of war--------------------------------------------------a prisoner of war------------------

No matter what I choose…
…I am freedom in a cage
choices made…

It’s so different now that i see it.
AND SINCE I DON’T LIVE IN BAGHDAD I FEAR IT------
i know that this war will only begin when they say it is over....

they lied to me...
told me to never question orders...

they lied to US~~~

WE Have Created The VIRUS

~They lied to me~

WARS HAVE NO WINNERS

Rajeev's Website




Enough of that,

Lately ive been chilling,kicking back,eating and just waiting for school to start. My cousin Louis will be tried as a Juvinile in court so thats a large attitude boost for me. With a few shake ups in my circle of friends Ive decided to just be me again,I got quite sick of being what others wanted me to be or expected me to be. If ya dont like it im glad,we shouldnt of been friends in the first place,If you do then I applaud you for being true. Staying true to oneself is the single most important quality I look for in friends. Maybe this explains why I dont have much friends. Or maybe im just a prick?LoL. Anyways Im done preaching for the night guys I really need to make a few phone calls and take a leak.

PS I'd Like it if someone could find me a girlfriend or something



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Hi My name is...

Hi.
First of all, you are fat. You are ugly. Your breath stinks. You are unpopular. Your car sucks. Your house sucks. Your life sucks.

You are not witty. You are not smart. You are ignorant. You are stupid. You will never make it in this world. You are unpopular. You will never amount to anything. You are nothing.

Your diet is poor. You have low self-esteem. You have cellulite. You have ugly toenails. You have blackheads. You have body hair where it just shouldn’t be. Your eyeballs are not white enough. Your teeth are not white enough.

Secondly, you are fat. You should go on a diet. You should eat more hamburgers. Your tits are not big enough. Your tits are too small. Your tits aren’t small enough or big enough. Your dick is too small. Your nose isn’t right. Your ass is too big. You should make yourself sick. You should eat more hamburgers.

Your dress sense sucks. You have no style. You are one of the crowd. You are a follower. You are a freak. You don’t fit in. You are a lah-hoo-ser. You have no charisma. You are not sexy enough. Your favorite band sucks. Your favorite brand sucks. Your clothes suck. Your shoes suck. You are retarded.

You don’t have enough money. You should work harder. You don’t have enough things. You are unhappy. You need more. You are unsatisfied. You are not moving forward. You are not keeping up the pace. You are lagging behind. You are one step behind the rest.

You are doing it all wrong. You need to change. You need to see that change is good. You need to follow us. You need to be individual. You need to fit in. You need to think outside the square. You need to stand out. You need to know the rules. You need to know the secrets. You should be yourself.

Thirdly, you are fat. Your legs wobble too much. Your teeth are crooked. Your face is wrong. You are not thin enough. You are too thin. You need to eat more hamburgers.

You are lactose intolerant. You are iron deficient. Your cholesterol is too high. Your calcium level is too low. Your blood pressure is too high. Your iron level is too low. You need to get liposuction. You need to lose weight. You suffer from premature ejaculation. You are far too dependant on drugs. You need to buy more drugs.

You are bipolar. You have attention deficit hyperactive disorder. You have post-traumatic stress disorder. You suffer from depression. You are manic. You are not happy enough. You suffer from road rage. You suffer split-personality disorders. You suffer marriage problems. You are not right. You need to buy more drugs.

You should stop smoking. You should buy more cigarettes. You should stop smoking. You will get cancer. You will die anyway. You should have fun. You shouldn’t have fun. You should be fashionable. You should keep ahead. You are lagging behind. You should be individual. You shouldn’t care about what you do. You are free. You should go your own way. You should follow us.

You watch too much television. You need to stay tuned. You are fat because you watch too much television. You should watch more television. You should be individual. You are going to be a star one day. You are nothing. You should eat more hamburgers. You should drink more syrup. You are too fat.

You should not be who you are. You have to change.

My name is Marketing. Now buy my fucking product.

Its beautiful I would say, I wouldn't have it any other way

Judge me baby,please do. Im listening to op ivy pretty tired right now..just got bitched out sorta by Ashlee. I guess you can say I was waiting for it though. Getting pictures taken with josh sucks hardcore,as soon as we sat down he started to cry,and he cried some more,and some more. And then he turned purple so we quit and went home.LoL. I guess my mom was a little bummed,but its all good. Who needs overpriced crappy pictures anyways? I've been sleeping alot lately I dont know why,its like 16 hours a day. Is this healthy? Rose leaves for college today. Its going to suck cuz I miss her enough as it is. School starts for me next thursday and im really excited about going back to rlhs. Yes I know,I know everyone will miss me from Trek.Of course. My farts smell really bad and I dont know why. Anyways im tired and I need 16 hours of sleep so im out galz and guys.



Im a loser baby,so why dont ya kill me?



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Like i did for the rest of my life

Hey,

Why am I always so tired? I slept a total of 19 hours today and it was about the same yesterday.Oh well though,a little sleep never bothered anyone. Why is it everytime I get my hopes up for anything I end up worse than I started,I mean seriously. It seems like everyday is the same as it has been for the past 4 years,im really sick of it. Hopefully when school starts again it will take my mind off of things that bother me. It kind of funny how the only person I can talk to about anything is my blog.lol.

By the way,I totally took the hint yo.

I could sure go for a nap right about now,



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Im A User And A Loser so I Dont Need No Accuser..

Hey,

As I sit and listen to Greendays "When I Come Around" I wish Greenday hadn't sold out. I mean what the fuck,they used to make such good music..untill american idiot. Recently when Greenday frontman Billie Joe was asked if every republican was an american idiot he responded with "well uhh..hmm...yes and no" and offered nothing more. Leave politics to the professionals,or atleast an informed punk band.
A few days back me and a friend set up a litte trap for a kid. In this trap we faked a fight in which I spewed off random names of girls I like. Needless to say everything I said the kid twisted and told everyone a completely differnt story. Ive decided that only the people I like will know I like them,not some gossiping drama queen 10 year old.
I beat Knigts of the Old Republic earlier,ending a 30 hour gaming binge so now Im filled with free time. Im going to check out some more games and listen to real greenday music now..



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Seether - Fine Again

It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well

I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here

And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well

And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…

I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself

Hola

Hey,

Today was pretty cool. My morning consisted of waking up,eating, and playing Knights of the Old Republic 2. Around 12 I get a call from Tommy B and Blars telling me were going swimming. On the way to the cutoff(a popular beach where im from) we picked up Ashley Laj. It ended up being tons of fun..;)
Ive decided that im really sick of being preached at, so from now on anyone who preaches to me will be blocked/ignored all together. Today ive been told repeadtly that I am a hater. Im a hater for saying what I think? For doing what I think is right? If so,then yes,I am infact a hater. While im on the subject of haters,I stopped by a friend of mines house today and spoke with her and her mother, while there another friend of mine sat on the couch and ignored me completely. What a bitch. Fuck Her. I dont need her. I know who my friends are and are not.
I started writing this at 12:30 but it is now 1:20 and im out of things to write,ill finish my night with hours and hours more of Knights of the old republic.



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The thrill is gone..

You know ya done me wrong,you'll be sorry some day.

I love Jerry Garcia,he puts a good feeling on a overall good day. I didnt do much today..just played counter strike:source and went to bemidji with my dad. I drove me and my dad down there and on the way there the subject came up about Redlake Highschool. We had a long talk and we decided that it was best for me to return to RLHS. Woot! I'll miss the friends I've made at trek and elsewhere.
I found an awesome new singer..well not new..but yanno what I mean by the name Of Jerry Garcia. Ive downloaded about 30 songs of his and I must say he is a genius. Ill update this a little later when Im done installing Star Wars:KOTOR 2.


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Cell Phone Bill

HOLY FUCK. My cellphone bill is $196! While I was in California I spoke on my phone more than ever.What the fuck. Now my hopes of buying myself school clothes has backfired as have my hopes to buy myself an iPod. I have a youth council meeting today which is cool I guess considering that I have nothing else to do. Did anyone ever notice how the radio plays crappy music when there is no cd system in the car,and plays great music when you have a cd system? It blows. A few days back while at the lake my sister Michelle managed to fuck up MY cars cd player,leaving me with Gavin DeGay belting out some crappy off-key vocal about his whore girlfriend who fucked his father. Today I will speak with Louis,his mother called me about 1 today to ask if I would,I was planning on going talk to him today anyway,soz its all good.
I have nothing left to write mates,untill next time..




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My Baby,after everything in life my family has been through.and then theres him. Joshua Marcus King. The kid looks exactly like I did as a child..so we know he will have good looks.

I love you my baby